There is a hair in my life!

Take it out! Take it out!


Huff ok. Well I just don't know what you want and why do you have to make me feel like the asshole? Grrr I'm trying really hard not to make it work weather you mean to or not....ohh well on lunch think god for Friday this week has been rough but um through it...learned a lot and all came crashing down at once just needed to vent ad here it is. Anyways I'm ready to love again and find the right person and be open to giving someone a chance let me warn you I'm an open book that has little to no filter with my thoughts and frustration so If you don't love listening to the ramblings and non-sense of a woman I'm probably not your gal...jusst saying...i need someone who is interested with my thoughts...you don't like it go home! =] I say this for your own darn good. K i feel better! Now that I've vented some bye now! Mwah!

im back.

i have been busy and i have missed it!


my best friend and her 2 babies came in oh how i loooovvve them!


my sophie i love this little girl soo much!


and this is baby forst my favorite little man!

this be magrit! i have never been soooo atatched to little babies before but i really do love them like for real! and their mama is the ish-nit! i love her and sister low-lee is a saint i swear i miss them all so much! hopefully one day they won't be so far away and then i can hang out with them more and it will be SUPER!

anyways im really into lilly allen and thats whats playing on my ip-id right now....ohhhh yess and somthing that everyone should try im just saying it cuz im craving it right now super random but i really feel like a mountin dew float...don't knock it before you try it! =]





all new outfit...im wearing the top today with some jeans...but grey leggins my christmas gift from magrit...we had a late christmas lol from victori's secret "PINK" with a new purple top with a grey tank underneath from charlotte russe and some awesome grandma shoes from h&m that i got in chicago...loooovvve..looooove LOOOOVVVE it!

and let me just say i loooove chicago...if i knew the weather would not get cold there i would MOVE there and live there! buuuut oh well i know it does even though if i go to olivete i will be right by it so i might be moving close to there anyways for a bit...either way i want to move to some big city=] i looove the big cities...there is just something magical about them to me! =] i like small towns too but i deff miss the big city-ness!



ok there is what has been going on and i will be blogging blogging like writing and venting again very soon but this is whats been up...and let me just say i was soooo sad when i went home last night and my room was empty i hated it....me and magrit sat up everynight after the babies were asleep talking on top of my steps just talking and venting i seriously miss her she is amazing for real! i have missed her so much and now i miss her and low-lee even more! next trip to texas NEW YEARS!!!

this book is just about alll done and has everything i have felt and been inspired by and loved! this book explains me to my very core! i love it!





ok PLEEAAAASSSE look at this...funny stuff man...the dash DON'T BE SILENT!




anyways i am a happy girl due to getting off and saturday and now im working on gettin tuesday off so i can go and take them to the airport...fingers crossed and it will make for a loveley 4 DAY WEEEEKEND...and i will be in heaven...i will have to work next sat if im off tuesday but i don't care because i miss my magrit! right now im wanting a massage really badly! come give me one PLEASE and THANK YOU! "lunch" is in 15 minutes and im ready for a break im going to start reading a book during that time called the shack...hopefully it doesn't suck trust i will let you know...i read a book a while back somthing...ummm i think it was called in the shades of blue...it was a lovely book and i felt like a lot of me related to one of the characters, my mom told me i should read it im assuming she thought i related to her too..lol...anyways i absolutley loooovvved the book until the end because the poor girl that i relate to just ends up being ok but single and alone and she is happy but still have been through soo much and the guy goes back and gets married to another woman even though he put her through hell...someone else gets him now that he is nice and sweet and the book totally teased you and i seriously thought he was gonna come and give her everything she deserved instead she is stuck with a guy that she doesn't feel anything for...STORY OF MY LIFE...lol thanks mom i told her and we laughed about it...hopefully this book isn't like that book or i will be mad because i really don't like to read...so im hopeing for the best! =D anyways im offf!