yay for sunshine!

So last week i was in a bummed out blah crappy mood about life and where it is going. thanks to a phone call and a friend tellin me they are quitting their job, taking a year off of school just traveling and living...sooo yay for him it motivated me to just live and be happy and quit my complaining! thus its been a great week and im back to my old happy self =] and this week the sun finally came out...thank God i've missed it now if it would only warm up! OH HOW I"VE MISSED IT! and im looking forward to another like 3 or 4 months of cold i think....so blah to that but yay for sunshine!

cross your fingers say your prayes I might have a job at a bank right by my house(= saving gas & more money= SWEEET) it would be so much better and i could still do all state too.

ok and now let me paint you a picture of this twisted circle we live in there are people that like us maybe even love us soooo much in this world that we will never give the time of day because we are sooo sprung on that person that will never give us the time of day, and then that person that is soo sprung on us has this person that would just give them the world if they would just give them the chance...we know how they feel if we even can recognize how they feel for us but it doesn't matter even if we can empathize with how they feel because we can't help how we feel just how that one person can't help how they feel in life...its this constant stupid circle its sad really everyone does it...and there isn't a DARN THING that ANYONE can do about it.