i am a happy girl, all i need is me and the sun shining down from HIM! =D
let me give you a piece of my mind and how i think for those of you who can't figure me out...here is the BIIIIG secret that i have been saying put very bluntly.
i learned a lot and i know what i want and if i don't get it then i will be single and honestly thats is ALLLLL i want right now...well this is a really long blog but let me tell you as of now...lauren arlana freakin hershberger is single...NEVER been happier about being single and i honestly don't really ever care if i am ever with anyone...the way i see it should be simple...im not looking for anything but a friend in a guy and if you want more than that then you are looking in the wrong place, if you can't be my friend and if your looking for somthing else then go away and go find some other girl who cares...don't get me wrong i care about people but listen to me and believe me when i say i want nothing more than a friendship and the only guy that will ever get a chance is someone that can be my best friend otherwise, FORGET IT...i don't care how sexy sweet are charming you are...you want me then you are kind of out of luck right now, i will never understand a guy caring so much about me or getting hurt by me after knowing me just a few months...in a few months you can't get to know someone you can be interested but you CAN NOT fall for someone that hard...if you do then i think that just means you are wanting a relationship more than you should and i am NOT your girl. im complicated i know it and i don't care...thats how i roll...its gonna take someone to come and completely blind side me and have that happy medium in life...and i need someone i can ALWAYS joke around with i can't tell you how many people have told me thats unrealistic i tell them i understnad there would be arguements or things like that, however...ALWAYS flirt with me joke and tease and have fun...im a kid at heart...i know when i need to be serious and when i don't need to be lets play and have fun and joke...people take life ALLLLL to seriously most of the time...thats just how i feel, ya its serious and we aren't meant to respect it...oh can i just tell you somthing i CAN"T stand...guys that call me baby or just want to be alll sweet and sensitive and quit taking the fun out of things right away...people rush into things tooo fast ALLLL the time...its good to be friends...how could you ever know if your suppose to be with someone if you can't be their friend helllo people...if you looking for love your looking for someone you could possibly spend your life with don't waste it on little flings and have to have a title other than a FRIENDSHIP....if people are to ever get married it needs to be with your best friend because thats who are stuck with after that would you like to be stuck with someone you love being with someone that you can grow with first in a friendship and then in love...that is the only way i think that love could ever exitst at all...a best friend people that means someone you have a million inside jokes with someone that just gets you...that is always ready for another adventure someone that lifts you up someone that you can be going against the world with almost its just like as long as you have that person nothing else really matters it should be simple most of the time you should argue its health then make up and admit you are wrong you should never want to hurt that person and always have their back even when no one else does, tell them when they are wrong and they tell you when you are wrong be cheezy silly laugh and cry share your secrets your soul your laughter alll of it, build it on somthing that matters not just because hey im getting older so i need to find someone so lets rush this along...NOOO that is not how it goes, love is easy once you find the right person that doesnt mean its perfect but its easy at first when it starts, it should be perfect and not complicated at all because there should be NOHTING and i mean NOTHING bet a friendship at first...flirting is ok with everyone...flirting is really just a special kind of attention we give out to single people out it makes people feel good flirting is using your charm on those people you care about really thats what it is, and flirting should never leave or a relationship will fail and just day out...its part of what keeps things fun even when things are rough...always charm those that you are around...its important...im just sayin but anyways im tired of typing sooooo peace
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